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Feeling



  • Chocolate Milkshakes w/ Whipped Cream on top 
  • The Hawks firing Woodson...(Finally! LOL)
  • dental hygeine 
  • compliments from men who want nothing....just a sincere compliment.
  • Baseball games in the summer.
  • mobile wireless... 
  • beach weddings 
  • Chris Webber (He's still fine.....mercy!) 
  • The Varsity onion ring 
  • Opera music. 
  • finally decorating my place, making it feel "homey" 
  • outdoor concerts
  • This song....*sigh*







Not Feeling



  • ATL Only have 1 major sports championship. WE SUCK!
  • being in church past 1 pm (12 noon on a good day!)
  • actually..I havent been to church since LAST summer. Jeesh...
  • "MANdals" UGH! Men cover your feet, dude!
  • writer's block
  • my work being interrupted...when I get in a zone. 
  • hood weddings in the front yard. 
  • the only people that hit on me are old, crazy, hood or lesbians. 
  • another dateless, boring weekend 
  • people burning food in the office microwave 
  • my laptop screen going black (or white, or blue or whatever) for no reason! 
  • whatever "this is" I'm feeling right now. 
  • not having enough room on my Ipod (although I have almost 2.6 GB left)

Comments

  1. did you say in the FRONT YARD??? Not the front yard!!!!

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  2. Yum, this post makes me want a chocolate milkshake right now!!!!

    Boo!! @ laptop issues. Not cool!

    Lmao, Derek wouldnt be caught dead in a pair of "mandals," but I think they're kind of cute. *smh* He has a "thing" about men's toes being out, and that not being manly or something.

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  3. Woodson was long overdue! Sincere compliments are the bomb. Too funny @ that song. Love the included *sigh*


    I've never been able to get into Opera music and probably never will.


    I too dislikes being interrupted when I am in my own little zone. TOO funny @ front yard weddings and the only people that hit on me are old, crazy, hood or lesbians.


    Good stuff.

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  4. lesbians need love, too, mocha! ppl who have no chance don't know they have no chance until they try. but, i feel you on not feelin' it! same for me when severely unattractive ppl give it a go. like, "what would make you think..." but, i digress. my cousin recently had a shotgun "hood" wedding by the apartment's clubhouse/ pool. and damned if i don't say, it turned out really nice!!!

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  5. I love my lesbian sistas..but yo..I am not lesbian. LMAO! Locs are the universal calling card seems like and they mistake it BIG TIME. LMAO!

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