Sex and The Southern Belle

You call me ten times Yet I don’t answer your ass TEXTING wont help you I am like Water To your heart that’s a desert Quench your thirst on me Your heart…a fire Raging deep inside your loins I wont put it out You anticipate The moment when you can call Clock seems to stand still I pencil my first In cursive..next to your last To see how it looks… I dial your number My palms sweat…anticipate But you don’t answer I stalk your Facebook Seeing if others want you Like I want you too Reciprocity… Is my heart’s only desire My blood fills with hope

You send me flowers The petals fresh with dew Open my flower Your Lips Wrapped Around A Strawberry So Sweetly I am the whipped cream I buy lingerie To turn you on for tonight It's on.....5 minutes Here...you sit across From me at the table...Here Aphrodisiac Kem plays so softly It is mostly background noise To our sounds...wet waves. No gift can compare To the gift that is your love Man...I'm so lucky Your brown skin glistens. Your tattoos....drenched with our sweat Tongue traces their path. My legs are perfect Compliments to strong shoulders Stilettos dig deep Morning mimosas Quench only the thirst we had Desire still burns.

I dream about you Even though I shouldn’t be Dangerous mind game I smell your aura All in my clothes…in my hair.. Intoxicating Every fiber Of my being says you’re bad Lust says otherwise Dimly lit French bar The heat between us sticky Sweat runs down my spine You love the way that I drank water through my straw Imagine lips curled around… You’re so bad you’re good So arrogant …it’s sexy Loathe yet lust for you You’re on my mind I wonder if I’m on yours Aimlessly wishing Southern Summertime A deadly combination For bad decisions The dangers of you Outweight safety of my heart Pleasureable pain

What makes you think that You can call me and text me to Death…Over some booty. 13 inches of pleasure... totally wasted On an idiot. You sneak and text me While your girl isn’t looking. Your d*ck pics are wack! Our first date was shit I order my food and paid You lack social skills We never belonged Yet you made me feel like an Exclusive dummy I wasted all of My time, energy…and most Of all…stilettos. Tears run down my face You aren’t worth the energy Fucking up my MAC You remind me of A lovely R&B song… “I don’t want no scrubs” An asshole is what You are. And just about as Full of steaming shit.

Kiss me good night, babe Tell me I’m the only one Even if it’s lies Ceiling fan turning On a hot summer morning We only wear sheets He’s in love with me Yet he shouldn’t be at all Left-hand …ring finger I listen to Soul Records on my Ipod and Think about old loves I can’t keep writing Love haikus about a love That doesn’t exist Maybe it’s my hair ..my weight..or my skin color That keeps them away While I ride this high Nothing can bring me down..but Knowing I’m alone Southern heat..humid Makes me think of sex..sweaty sex Rubbing ice right there. Balancing…tight rope Trying to stay above it Cannot hit the ground

You Belong To Her When she kisses you tonight… Will she taste my love? You targeted me I was vulnerable then Calculating lust… I can separate The feelings I feel for you Never love…just lust I despise you so Yet I can never resist You begging for it Positions I play I know my place in your life Just to fulfill you “You a bad b*tch, babe” You say as you go slowly And burst into heat Midnight rendezvous Secret, hidden agenda Delight our palette I don’t want to hear About your wife or your job Your job is to f*ck The old me would have Felt guilty for this affair The new me cares less I come when you call Yet your calling makes me cum I am defenseless You aren’t sexy You aren’t even nice to me You are kryptonite Sex is explosive We sweat out all our problems Reality…paused Some say what we do Is scandalous and sinful. I just say….it’s fun I promise myself Each time will be the last time You know my weakness After we finish We go our ...

I give up trying To make you fall in love with ..the idea of me You dont even look my way. Your eyes diverted. Under Lock and Key I put on a show Hoping you will sit front row The seat is empty Rejection I feel Never have I felt this pain Love was never mine Your cologne still in my hair from when you hugged me. Wipes away my tears Fantasies of you Better than reality of indifference How can I cry for Someone who did not even Know I existed I've never wanted a kiss as much as your kiss Label me a fool It is now over.. Constant Infatuation That grew to nothing. The joke is on me Everyone is laughing Yes...including you

Aching for you to touch me right there and right here over and over If you are reading This Blog..and This Post..Right now This is about you I've wanted you for months on end now yet you dont seem to want me Please...desire me I can make it worth your wild Tasting new found love If you are reading This Blog...and This Post..Right Now Know that: I want you I would get on my Knees and beg for your mercy Lips touching man's soul I am not one to beg at the thought of a man But you make me lust If you are reading This Blog..amd This Post...Right Now See that: I need you Carnal are my thoughts Yet pure is my heart that is Ready to recieve I cant stop thinking About my fingers tracing Your caramel skin You deserve a real woman that can make you feel Desire....on fire So..... If you are reading This Blog...and this Post...Right Now.. (His Name)_____let's make love.

Girl Says : "I like you" Boy Says: "I like you too.... but " Girl sits there confused I am the hare and You are the tortoise Stillness in your shell Not sure if I am The Woman that you're seeking Confused is my heart You tell me you dont Your actions say that you do Lies your words tell me My finger to your lips I say "Hush..you think too much" I come 90....you 10 At night I pray this: "God..let him truly see me" Whoever "HE" is I don't wanna be Forward or Presumptuous Let me Kiss your Soul You safegaurd your heart With words that speak softly To the depths of me I can't watch you talk Because I imagine lips Your Lips...pressing mine My heart breaks each time You leave me with more questions My love...than answers I often wonder Am I any man's "ideal"? Maybe not .....ever

Doorstep first kisses Lead to hallway first touches “Can I stay tonight?” “ Good morning love” You so softly say and Pull me back in bed I can feel your lips pressed against my skin softly if only in dreams You…in the mirror Shaving your face…cut your hair I smile watching you Hand running through locs Softly cascades down my back River of onyx The kitchen island My back against cold granite Love is our breakfast Awkward Silences Still permeate through the house Like unanswered prayers I was not ready To receive the love you gave Melting my ice heart To imagine you Is to know the depths of you Versions of your soul Your side of the bed Grows colder by the minute Your warmth…what I need Your Lips Say Good Night But the Rest of You Tells Me Hello and Welcome....

You are mystery Wrapped up in an enigma Please reveal yourself The way your name rolls Off my tounge is like water Quenching to my soul I ache for your touch I imagine you kissing The depths of my soul I have not felt this Emotion in a long time Open to the thought I wonder if you Even notice the way I Admire your beauty I wont make a move Until you make a move and Move in on my heart I wish I wasn’t So afraid and so shy To reach out and try In my fantasies Our love becomes palpable Hope you feel it too I daydream about The way that you smell and taste The sweetness of love

Love isn’t really What I feel for you right now It’s more like contempt They’ll never be me Or have the title… they want In….the First Wives Club Black is the mood now Nails..Hair..Clothes…Shoes..Make-Up.. Soul Coal-colored ideas My body is tight Again as if I’m reborn A virgin lotus He kisses me and Instantly I return there Home are his kisses Here I masterbate Penetrating the cold Where heart used to be I pretend you are Everything I hoped for Sweet dreams turned nightmare I authorize you To do with me what you will Cargo is fragile I still believe in The power of love and all The hurt that comes with

Decided to share some of my haikus.............I was bored and inspired at the same time.... Enjoy :) He smells like heaven Dancing on the tips of clouds Please envelope me Emerald eyes set Inside caramel smoothness Better than candy Hot Caramel Sex On a platter...serve me up Double helpings please You...theraputic Like a balm for open wounds Kisses make my heart heal Slowly I taste you Licking like a thirsty soul Nourished by your wilds Lying on my breasts I feel your heart pulsating With mine as one beat See..Touch..Taste..Smell..Hear You awaken my senses From a deep slumber Sailing between legs Ocean...you enter my isle Paradise shipwrecked Tounge on tip of clit Clit on tip of tounge...explodes Breathless it leaves me I say..."I'm coming" You say.."Then come..baby...come" Daddy...I'm all in Fingertips graze...My small of my back archs high Like floating on air